Monday, July 19, 2010

My Immortal

"Im so tired of being here"

I used to sing this song with my eldest daughter and somehow, that time she loved the melody and the moment she was singing it with me..
Its just recent that due to circumstances, made me focus more on the lyrics and listen to what it would actually suggest... ironically, again, like most songs when you are sad you tend to identify your dilemma with them, that suggest the way or where you are right now

a little bit of this script and a little bit of that.. thats how your mind appreciate the music, a variety of artists able to identify their music to your personal life

My version of it: my pain, still haunting me, still killing me inside even though I know and I can see that its in front of me yet I have no means to end it, no way inside of me to shove and be free, no courage because I love beyond what kills me...

Evanescence - My Immortal
Found at My Immortal on KOhit.net
My Immortal
by Evanescence









I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

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